I keep thinking of things I’d like to tell you about me and my life. Most are things you’ve already heard. Things I tell everyone. And that’s just it—I need to think about the things that I don’t tell other people. Those secrets I whisper to the stars. Those pains I keep quiet. It’s hard […]
Month: October 2024
It is you
I really admire you—for your dedication and love. It’s like you and God conspired together to aid me. I don’t believe in God but I do pray sometimes. Mostly I pray when I’m sick. When the aneurysm reeks its havoc. I remember being so good at church when I was a child. So I think […]
Always typing and deleting
What is it that I want to say? There’s so much I want to during the day. I want to tell you I love you and I don’t want you to see anyone else. I want to tell you I’m jealous of people who get your time. I want to tell you I love you […]
Ayy papi, tengo mucho frío
Dear, It's getting pretty cold outside. I've been cold the past few nights, sleeping alone for a change. Tonight they'll be back, I won't be alone anymore. But maybe I'll still be lonely, maybe I'll still be cold. I started wondering what it would be like to cosy up with you under a blanket, wondering […]
No appropriate title
Sir… I feel so naughty. I'd like to extend my sincere apologies for the unrequited feelings I projected on you. It escalated quickly. It's not you, it's me. It's what I'm missing, what I imagined in you. Being lonely while not alone is its own kind of hell. 0/10, do not recommend. I'm not looking […]
Éphémère
My dear, Tonight I will speak softly, with a melancholy tainted voice. I hope you don't mind the shift in energy. I tend to do that sometimes, I get blue. Honey… I wish there would be no rules, no hard feelings. I wish we could embrace and explore all loves we feel. Ignite every spark. […]
The stages of my morning
The nights hum is lifted by the eastern glow. I always seem to find myself awake long before. The first thing I think about is my dreams, and if I did, were you there with me? I keep thinking about those hills, dusty with lavender. The peaked mountains and hot geysers. How one day we’ll […]
Todo bajo control
Oh man. That's you on my mind again today, on this lazy Friday. I wonder if you take satisfaction from my reactions to your comments. I wonder if the danger zone of the slightly inappropriate setup gets you horny like it gets me… if you sometimes feel the urge to grab your package or push […]
Es broma pero si quieres no es broma…
Sir! You will never read this, which I acknowledge with great relief. Even though I will not lie, the thought that you might gets me somewhat anxiously… horny. I don't know what it is about you… Or maybe it's just about me. I'm kinda special in a way, so don't take it too personally, really. […]
It’s been awhile
I haven’t told you how much I adore you lately. Like gosh dang am I slacking. Today the sun rests and rises behind the silver clouds and their lining. But you, you sweet and delectable treat, you shine as if you were born of the sun and wearing it proudly. So’s to say you friggen […]
