Monsieur,
Not to come across as too blunt, but you oddly feel like home. I find your voice so calming, our interactions so frictionless. It's refreshing and reassuring at the same time. But there is just so much we don't know about each other, yet. I guess that's what makes it so exciting.
You have no idea for instance that you triggered the 18 years old in me with that simple word. For you it was innocent (or was it?) but it's like the opposite of my safe word, it's the one that ignites me. You have no idea I played those games before, oh so eagerly. I wouldn't mind playing Miss & Mister with you, you know? And I don't mean it as the cute happy couple, I hope you get what I really mean… Else I can show you. But be careful what you wish for, tempting the temptress.
Things you may see as obstacles, I see as perks. I won't say too much of it here, but trust me. It's not a problem, at all, any of these things. Life is complicated, but I'm good at managing ambiguity. If you would just take the lead, I'd follow.
I hope you know we are not guilty of anything. This moment just happened, when our timelines crossed. Sure, it happened at an odd time, when we're both advanced on our own lives. But it's OK, this was not in our control. And I feel like I'm at a crossroad anyhow, I don't know about you…
I always take things as they come, I'm like water, I just flow. Do you, too? Or do you stand still as a rock on the riverbed, watching the time and seasons pass you by?
Don't stress, just breathe, it's normal if your heart is beating fast. It means you're alive. I'll be gentle, I promise. Unless you allow me to be fierce, in which case I'll be that.
I'm sure you'd be such a great snack!