If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you. If the party was over and our time on Earth was through, I'd wanna hold you just for a while — and die with a smile.
Sir,
It's funny. No, it's not.
When I heard this song for the first time, I immediately thought of you. But like immediately immediately. I felt so profoundly about it, it was almost heartbreaking. How cynical.
I think I'm starting to understand why you entered in my life. I can see why destiny would have led me to you — or was it you to me? Does it even matter?
I'm fucking terrified. I'm scared of heights — and scared of depth. My own depth. The depth of my mind, the extents it runs to. The depth of my heart, the vertiginous pit within. The depth of my feelings, the craziest kaleidoscope.
I'm fucking emotional. I wish it was just hormonal, but it's not. Roots run deep. Things are falling like a cards castle — or are they falling into place?
Time will tell. But just so you know…
If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you.