Honey bunny, I love that I met you. That you entered in my life like a tornado yet discreet as a breeze. That you unknowingly gave me the courage to walk away from something that wasn’t good for me. Anymore, for far too long. I love that I met you. That you made my heart […]

Sir, I love your hands. I find myself lost in contemplation of them, losing track of time with a grin on my face. Bony, veiny. Aged by time and experience. Strong. Then I stare at your ring finger — at the ring itself. And I dissociate in bliss. How fucking hot. In the bath, you […]

So it happened. It’s happening. It will happen. Holy fucking shit. Excuse my french. But, wow! Seems I successfully manifested my wildest dream — you. Never thought I’d ever get wet for someone asking me “what are you doing next weekend?” — but you asking isn’t the usual mondaine ask. You asking is loaded. Despite all the silences, […]

Sir, I just need 26 seconds of your time. We could round it up to 30 seconds — and extend it as much as you’d like. But I just need 26 seconds. For a 20 seconds hug — and a 6 seconds kiss. To seal the deal once and for all. To get our answer. What […]

Your voice. Your voice. Your voice! Sir! It makes me wet for no fucking reason. It envelops me with warmth. So you cannot fathom the effect it had on me last time when you repeatedly said my name. Not my nickname — my full name. How delicious that sounds in your voice. You said it […]

My fingers leave a blazing trail on my phone keyboard, pages and pages of notes, words of love and words of lust — and words of hurt. All these words I cannot share with the world — especially not with you. All my thoughts, all my feelings. Bottled up, tied down, muffed. It’s not that […]

Sir, Maybe I’m crazy. Crazy about you, sure. But I mean like, bat shit crazy — like actually insane. But Monday something out of this world happened as I was sitting on the sofa, looking down at my phone. I felt a sudden urge to look up, and my gaze got magnetized towards a very […]

Oh man, what a delicious daydream I had today. A sweet escape, quite literally. Picture that… We both take a day off, but don’t tell anyone. Early morning I grab a train, while you get in your car. We both travel to the same destination, somewhere in the middle of the distance between us. A […]

Dear, I’m sorry, I guess it was my fault. I think it’s all just a big misunderstanding. With a bit of wishful thinking and a sprinkle of hypersensitive confusion. It was my fault to assume anything, many things. To believe that I was special to you, that we had a thing. To believe this was […]

Man, I wish you’d have left the door open. Instead you slammed it at my face. But I see it now, and I understand. It was always just me, wasn’t it? I’m so delusional it’s preposterous, it makes me want to cry. What an idiot sandwich I am. Always been, guess always will be. Oh, […]