Dear, I miss you. This is what life used to feel like, before I knew you. But ten times worst, knowing you exist somewhere. I fear I can never tell you. All those things I want to say to you. Standard beings don’t understand the depth of me. The depth of my thoughts, of my […]
Unbounded.
Dear, I want to hold you in my arms. Very tightly. I want to make you feel safe. Safe to be vulnerable. To not be the strong one, for once. I won’t have much to say — as you know I never do. But I have much to feel. I will share my energy. Take […]
The one who waits.
Sir, I read that not too long ago — something along the lines: “how do you recognize the one who’s in love? — it’s the one who waits.” Hello, that’s me — the one who waits. For you, mostly. For others, sometimes. Not for him, not anymore. For you, almost always. For you, today. For you, […]
Turn on power: it’s over 9000!
Sir, Excuse the shit out of my goddamn French — but did you just threaten me? “And I haven’t done anything yet :D” — well you did, you made me fucking wet that is. But fair, without doing anything. Sending a few texts, not even being explicit. But man I cannot explain, I just want to jump […]
Impatience
The warm, tender affection I have for you grows every time we meet and waiting to see you next has become an agony. Your presence is such a soft, comforting joy and all I ever want is to hold you. Even now I wish you were here embracing me. We could close this gap between […]
The Illusionist.
I never really thought I was — but then maybe I am — naive. Or maybe it’s not naivety but rather a coping mechanism. Chimeras, fantasies — creations of my mind. Fireworks and smoke screens. Perfect illusions. Dualities are many within me — this one is a big one. I’m a realist, but also an […]
Close to you.
Sir, You’re only human, and you have many flaws. Know that I would take them all — if you would take me. For the peace you create, I had never felt before. For the joy you bring, I had starved for a long time. You feel safe, familiar. You feel so good, uh. Even with […]
What a tragedy.
Sir, They say, you know when you know. So let's face it, you had me at hello. What could this be, between you and me? You can say that I'm a fool, and I don't know very much — but I think they call this love. How could this be anything else? When all I […]
Our silences.
I adore them. They are so comfortable. Most of them come from my awkwardness. I just don't know what to say. There are many things I'd love to say to you, though. But they feel inappropriate most times, clingy or cringe at best. Delusional even. Somehow I think you do, too. Have many things you'd […]
Sensitive, much?
Sir, I think you might have underestimated me — it's OK, I'm glad we established that yesterday. Now you know — I'm very good at that game. So, be careful when you start playing, because I'll get right there with you real quick. It was delightful to witness you losing your shit — totally hot […]