Sir, Would you choose a cosy café or a fancy cocktail bar? Would you wear a casual or formal shirt? Jeans or pants? Would you choose a walk in the streets or stroll in the park? Do you plan to hold my eye contact longer than five seconds? Do you plan to hold my hand? […]

Sir, May I ask for a favor? Tell me that you'll keep me safe — and never let this fade away. Can you offer you unwavering support and attention? Can you stick with me for a while? Nothing needs to change. Same things, just as they are. Nothing less. But anything more. If nothing more, […]

Sir, I made it. I f*cking made it! I'm unstoppable. Terrified, but unstoppable. Finally, some motion. Time wrap. Teleportation. Change of timeline. I'm short for words today. But surely not short of emotions. Terrified, excited, terrified, psyched. Ecstatic. Also slightly horny. Thanks for being a key motivation this entire time. Cannot wait to see what […]

A pivotal moment, to say the least. A change of life. A change of timeline. That's the potential that tomorrow holds. It will redefine everything. It will be make or break. If make then… You'll be one of the first to know. Not only that. But also… That I don't believe in coincidences and that […]

Oops, forgot to tell you that I missed you, Sir. Well, I think you know — I hope you know. But I played it cool. It's funny because I had prepared an answer in my head to your next "how are you?" yet it didn't came out — and I just blurted the usual "all […]

When will it stop? The neverending thoughts of you. The tethering is a bit too tight, Sir. I'm begging for some type of release. Don't let go, but let me go about my days. Especially when you're not here to lighten them up. I woke up fairly late this morning, and as per usual my […]

Sir, I find myself longing for you. I started reading again. This takes you off the edge of my mind, pushing you back a little, to a safe distance. It's not a perfect coping mechanism however… From time to time my mind wanders and starts imagining you next to me. I wonder how you'd sit […]

I am not sure which of the two. Not sure it matters neither. I'm not freaking out, but it's just so uncanny. Some powerful stuff. Is that what they mean by "you can achieve anything you set your mind on"? Sure seems like it from my perspective. It's all so precise — precisely the thoughts […]

Sir, It's all consuming. What the fuck happened? What is going on? What are we doing? I was minding my own business — and you walked into my life — and now I'm hooked, cooked. I'm royally fucked. You're not helping. I can't get any work done. Too bad there couldn't be a worst timing. […]

Sir, I don't wonder anymore why you came into my life. I know. I guess I always knew. Through loving you — I learn to love myself, again. I was lost, you found me. You make me see what's grand about me, what may go unnoticed — you see right through. And by seeing and […]